Saturday, July 21, 2012
I had my believe
on
Love , Life , People
many things happen
I received one short message yesterday
and is from one of my old friend
He text-ed me about his wedding on next Saturday
I was like WTF?!
getting married?omg!
LOL
Before this
I meet with some girl
having different experience with each other
I felt
Love , Joy , Sorrow , Anger , Betrayed
and the list goes on
every time it just gave me
a unforgettable moments
A
Memories that I can't let myself away
Sin I bear with
Soul that live in me
Fear that kept me
.
there's so many time
I had a thought
this is the girl
I going to married with
this is the right one for me
but
lastly
It proved I'm so wrong
when I told people not to choosy
I'm the one who choosy
I might confused sometimes
I always have a phrase
.
have a little faith
.
this is what I told myself
have faith
on everything
.
Friday, July 6, 2012
Been quite some time
I wrote the last post
I took photos
I have funs
I travels
but
at least
I had my birthday :3
with my beloved sis Teng Ang + Rene + Jack + Wees + YiQ + Lsc
drink drank drunk
in da Library
Love all of you :)
they gave me a Gold Pendant
aw,so Lovely
I look into the receipt
Sold by : [ Justin Lin ]
which is me myself =_=" swt
I treasure every single minute I spent with you
I remembered everything
Luckily I not doing any embarrased motion
Long Island
I won't recommend to anyone else ><"
awful to me
nightmare.
Sing K celebration with my colleagues
nice :3
had a powerful bite from my cashier
seriously wounded
LOL
recently
I being so jealousy towards every single guy
I being so jealousy towards every single guy
who treat her good
taken seriously about everything of hers.
Well
Happy Birthday to Me , Myself and I
Mum , I Love you :3
.
I wanted to buy this and that
but everything is tooo expensive
the lens I wanted is 7k+8k
ishhhhhh
Iphone nor Ipad
sigh..
I wanna take more photos
I want travel
I want you
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
I
had no Idea why I'm so obsessed with you
Rene
previously you said maybe it happens
because I just breaking up
but now I'm telling you that I fall for you
.
there's always a but
you been attached
so
I guessed I got into wrong people again
I have the strong feeling towards you
.
As Jiney said
I always flirt around
that makes people feel insecure to be with me
I understand the feeling
to prevent such event happens
I shall just stop it
I can't give any promises
I'll try my best
not to do it
.
You
is the mysteries person
to me
truly
I don't even know you Chinese Name
after a year we know each other
you never told me anything about yourself
I barely know everything about you
from others
.
I always there for you
Rene
.
Saturday, April 7, 2012
There's just someone that I could never let go
There's things happen that I could never forget
memories shall not fade
Phrase I told
Words I promised
Called I made
Love I gave
Place we been together
Things happens between Us
I just can't let go..
I'm sorry
.
Emotional
.
I Heart you
Friday, March 23, 2012
well,
it's new beginning for me.
and for her,
I heard she going to married
but when I tried to send her wishes
she told me is cancelled..
Recently,
everything are getting worst..
I don't know I still can take it for how long..
A little changes might helps..
Actually all I wanted is everyone are Happy around me.
I dislike when the situation turns worst then before
I kept silent is not because I weak
I do so because I don't want to have a fight between us..
there's a gap between us..
I trying to fix it yet the gap but it doesn't go well..
stresssssssssssssssful
when I have to face those people who have faith on me..
what they expected from me..
and what they want from me ...
I kept failed them.
Is not me who like to failed what others count on me.
I always done the best
but
seriously
not in sales..
when I'm getting higher than others..
people started to stared on me
bullshit behind nor even back stabbed
I know is common when I comes to work
just
I never expect it would be this serious..
come on
i hate MF = [ mother fucker ] fakers
don't be a fucking good actors in front everyone..
damn it, I'm sick with it..
God , please guide me to a right path..
when I still have a little faith.
Jiney , my stepsister
thanks for being with me all these day..
as you told me
what happened when you all leave me here..
alone..
I would miss everyone + every single moment we spent together..
I'm praying that these relationship stayed strong :3 till forever
As you said,
I'm complicated
in relationship..
I can call anyone Dear..Sayang or what so ever..
but for me
I don't really care
if I cared for you, I will stick with you whenever I free.
I spent minutes with you.
but
if I just call dear + sayang .. in FB nor Msg
I'm just want my spouse pay attention on me..
want she afraid to losing me cause It felt the same way to me.
Well,
towards Rene
I do fall for her :)
but not anymore.. I have to stopped myself
to
stepping deeper into this trap once more
I escaped quick enough
else
It's gonna hurts once more.
Sorry
I'm selfish..I don't want to get any hurt
even everytime I be with her
the feeling are still there..
I will controlled myself not to..
Is a joy to hugs her in my arms
I worried whenever she went into troubles
because I afraid im not able to help..
She deserved better..
About Stella,
Maybe I'm looking someone to move forwards..
but still..
I just never realized that I had migraine
too much of stress
and I had no way to released it..
I keep look for you , asked you out..
is just I felt better when I be with you.
at least
I can be myself for that particular moment
Wedding Photographers
that's what they called me..
but
I'm still new
thanks for everyone who gave me chances to do shooting in their big day in life.
every single picture
I make sure there's a soul in them :)
Looking forward for pre-wedding shooting.
somehow
there's much more to learn..
in photoshooting.
I looks more and more photographers and master pieces of their owns
I believed someday , I would be better than anyone of them
.
this is the spirit
not to competed but have a little things to makes me proud of myself.
I had giving up my arts..Design..
I just wish when the next morning I wake up
I would have seen my child chasing their own dreams..
My Family are getting better
they are much more harmony than previous..
:)
Amen
Thursday, October 20, 2011
:3 sorry for disturb you
thank you , you must take good care of her
she need extra care and extra love
get ready your phone , never let it silent or out of battery
always reply her msg
she might just need to listen to your voices to calm her down in the middle of the night .. she just scare of being an unknown place without her family..
when examination, please sms to her : ask her to study well , told her you always there for her .. no matter how's the result is ..
don't flirt or don't go out with others girl..she really dislike / hate
she got sick , must be taken care good .. dont leave her because of her sick .. she need cares from you more than you knew .. she wont mind being poor with you but she just want to be with you
with a rice and sauce can fulfilled her satisfaction just being with you.
she care you with all her strength , so you must double up treat her back
she just need a small dolls to accompany her , to represent you with her when she far from you
she wanted to buy many things but she always know how to keep it just for you and her future.
you give her a house , she'll gave you everything..
safety is the most important to her .. she cant live without it ..
trust each other.. she might good with others , but she just have you and only you in her heart.
she is weak , cannot been hurt.. by any means..
when period , please dont let her drink cold beverage ..her body are weak enough..
hug her always , kiss her always .. hug her tight when she fight with you .. kiss her when she tease you ..
she like to cry , but when she doesnt cry .. means she really hurt ..
she very selfish , dun wish shared you with anyone else..you just belong to her ..
she alone at her hostel , give her more time , find her more ..
when you really busy , leave her a msg so she wont think so much ..
she always like to think this and that in da middle of the night ..
so calm her down , and told her nothing to be worried ..
please celebrate every single day with her :3 this will make her days..
even you found she lied to you , she just did it because she too love you..please forgive her when you found out .. lastly you will know that she just the one for you ..
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I wish I could get you back
and
I wanna live with you in the rest of my time
Nothing gonna stop me from getting you back
There's so many things I promised haven't fulfilled
give me some time
I'll prove it to you
how important you to me
Just another chance
that's all I asked from you
please , I'm begging you
Don't Ever Leave Me
I Love You , You Love Me
we should be together,
Friday, October 14, 2011
People left but Memories stayed..
Me + Jean + Jason + Jes
are officially Graduated from Diploma :3
I still remember the time
spent with all of you
it just wonderful moments that never can be replaced
I thanks God for meet you all
beside
special thanks to Sylvia :3
there's someone else made me think of
Shirlyn Lim
you said you wanna join my convocation
even we broke up
I was waiting
but end up with disappointing
maybe is me, myself who messed it up
:'3
Bii,
I'm so sorry
to leave you to abandon you
to say "break up"
these days
I think back and had a thought to get you back
but
I know is my fault
I don't stand a chance to get you back anymore
All I wanted is just a simple life with you
Thanks for being with me such a time
leaving me a wonderful memories
giving me the best of yours
I wish the best of you
find the right guy in future
study hard and smart
be happy
Last but not least
I'm sorry...
Saturday, July 9, 2011
there's once
I think of leaving eu forever
.
because of the distance
and
selfishness of mine
.
day by day
eu sacrifice so much to me
I felt guilty
the pain I caused to eu
I'm so sorry
but I just don't know why that I couldn't control my temper
I tried so hard to accept
just the way eu are...
I don't want to give any promises to eu
but
If and only if
we're meant to be together
I'll never let eu down
.
I Love Eu
muasksssssssss
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
this is the month that I need to decide which company I going in
interview are up
I love study life
but life is cruel
not everything can be made without money
after all you still need to work and get money to survive
.
these few week
The people I group up with
are Jack - Jiney - YiQ
Shirlyn for sure <3
everyone of J Club
I miss you all badly
.
Accident happen and I very happy that I'm alive
LOL
.
Amen
 |
| Suki of One in the Million |
I went to prom night with VIP seat
I shall do my very best to improve my photography
=]
Saturday, April 9, 2011
 |
| Cindy + Fion |
Well , finally I fulfill my promises with friends of mine .
Portrait shooting with Fion and Cindy.
We do a quick one , does my photography skill improved ?
This photo were edited with Adobe Lightroom 3
The effect is amazing =] and I enjoyed .
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
 |
| A short Memories would be this long <3 |
I said : there's someone meant to be special to another person :
The smile she had · The way she talk · The way she dance
Make me impress and obsessed with her .
There's once I think of walk into another stranger life with no secure .
She said : You can like me , but never fall in love with me :
I still remember her eyes when she told me this .
Moment we spent together · Moment we joy together · Moment we care each other
Everything had bind into my memories and it can't be erase.
Thanks for stepping in my life =] the Love you give the Care I felt is sweet <3
6 April you will be take off and go Singapore study .
Can you promise me to take care of yourself ? I worried about you all the time .
I know is hard for you but it does the same to me .
We must stand strong to hold this relationship .
I'm sorry for everything . I might make a lot of mistake .
I said things might hurt you . I did things you dislike .
Yet you never leave me , and heart me more each time .
I Love You , Bii Shirlyn
Friday, March 18, 2011
There's so many choices in our life
I had asked myself before this
Am i choose the correct path to move on .
I always wanted to get win-win condition in my choice
I don't wish to make any mistake yet I know is difficult .
Once again , there's a choice needed I to made ..
Should I continue study or work ..
Studies business+marketing .. or Local U
Work at Singapore as hard labour ><"
I want to open a Bridal shop ~ fullfill all my hobbies =]
Hotel still need a long way to go which need billions or millions ~
Design + Photography + MakeUp + Hairstylist ;p
I'm confused and worried..
God Bless Me
 |
| A Picture taken by Jason [Iphone/Lomo] the road I've chosen |
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I Love photoshooting =]
it begins with childhood that i saw lots of wedding photo.
I love the smile , and photo keep them forever ~
Is a memories that will not erased.
I wants to be a freelancer photographer.
shoots for Wedding and events.
not really into protrait shooting.
Protraits only come to the last ..
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| I love the smile she had =] |
I was born this way ;p
wish to learn MakeUp + Hairstyling in future .
;;
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