J's Photography: 2012

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Believe

0 comments Posted by Justin at Saturday, July 21, 2012

I had my believe

Love , Life , People

many things happen

I received one short message yesterday

and is from one of my old friend

He text-ed me about his wedding on next Saturday

I was like WTF?!

getting married?omg!

LOL

Before this

I meet with some girl

having different experience with each other

I felt

Love , Joy , Sorrow , Anger , Betrayed

and the list goes on

every time it just gave me

a unforgettable moments

Memories that I can't let myself away

Sin I bear with

Soul that live in me

Fear that kept me

there's so many time

I had a thought

this is the girl

I going to married with

this is the right one for me

but

lastly

It proved I'm so wrong

when I told people not to choosy

I'm the one who choosy

I might confused sometimes

I always have a phrase

have a little faith

this is what I told myself

have faith

on everything

Friday, July 6, 2012

My Birthday :3

0 comments Posted by Justin at Friday, July 06, 2012

Been quite some time

I wrote the last post

I took photos

I have funs

I travels

but

at least

I had my birthday :3

with my beloved sis Teng Ang + Rene + Jack + Wees + YiQ + Lsc

drink drank drunk

in da Library

Love all of you :)

they gave me a Gold Pendant

aw,so Lovely

I look into the receipt

Sold by : [ Justin Lin ]

which is me myself =_=" swt

I treasure every single minute I spent with you

I remembered everything

Luckily I not doing any embarrased motion

Long Island

I won't recommend to anyone else ><"

awful to me

nightmare.

Sing K celebration with my colleagues

nice :3

had a powerful bite from my cashier

seriously wounded

LOL

recently
I being so jealousy towards every single guy

who treat her good

taken seriously about everything of hers.

Well

Happy Birthday to Me , Myself and I

Mum , I Love you :3

I wanted to buy this and that

but everything is tooo expensive

the lens I wanted is 7k+8k

ishhhhhh

Iphone nor Ipad

sigh..

I wanna take more photos

I want travel

I want you

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Rene :)

0 comments Posted by Justin at Tuesday, April 24, 2012

had no Idea why I'm so obsessed with you

Rene

previously you said maybe it happens

because I just breaking up

but now I'm telling you that I fall for you

there's always a but

you been attached

I guessed I got into wrong people again

I have the strong feeling towards you

As Jiney said

I always flirt around

that makes people feel insecure to be with me

I understand the feeling

to prevent such event happens

I shall just stop it

I can't give any promises

I'll try my best

not to do it

You

is the mysteries person

to me

truly

I don't even know you Chinese Name

after a year we know each other

you never told me anything about yourself

I barely know everything about you

from others

I always there for you

Rene

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Sometimes

0 comments Posted by Justin at Saturday, April 07, 2012

There's just someone that I could never let go

There's things happen that I could never forget

memories shall not fade

Phrase I told

Words I promised

Called I made

Love I gave

Place we been together

Things happens between Us

I just can't let go..

I'm sorry

Emotional

I Heart you

Friday, March 23, 2012

three O'clock in the morning

0 comments Posted by Justin at Friday, March 23, 2012

well,

it's new beginning for me.

and for her,

I heard she going to married

but when I tried to send her wishes

she told me is cancelled..

Recently,

everything are getting worst..

I don't know I still can take it for how long..

A little changes might helps..

Actually all I wanted is everyone are Happy around me.

I dislike when the situation turns worst then before

I kept silent is not because I weak

I do so because I don't want to have a fight between us..

there's a gap between us..

I trying to fix it yet the gap but it doesn't go well..

stresssssssssssssssful

when I have to face those people who have faith on me..

what they expected from me..

and what they want from me ...

I kept failed them.

Is not me who like to failed what others count on me.

I always done the best

but

seriously

not in sales..

when I'm getting higher than others..

people started to stared on me

bullshit behind nor even back stabbed

I know is common when I comes to work

just

I never expect it would be this serious..

come on

i hate MF = [ mother fucker ] fakers

don't be a fucking good actors in front everyone..

damn it, I'm sick with it..

God , please guide me to a right path..

when I still have a little faith.

Jiney , my stepsister

thanks for being with me all these day..

as you told me

what happened when you all leave me here..

alone..

I would miss everyone + every single moment we spent together..

I'm praying that these relationship stayed strong :3 till forever

As you said,

I'm complicated

in relationship..

I can call anyone Dear..Sayang or what so ever..

but for me

I don't really care

if I cared for you, I will stick with you whenever I free.

I spent minutes with you.

but

if I just call dear + sayang .. in FB nor Msg

I'm just want my spouse pay attention on me..

want she afraid to losing me cause It felt the same way to me.

Well,

towards Rene

I do fall for her :)

but not anymore.. I have to stopped myself

stepping deeper into this trap once more

I escaped quick enough

else

It's gonna hurts once more.

Sorry

I'm selfish..I don't want to get any hurt

even everytime I be with her

the feeling are still there..

I will controlled myself not to..

Is a joy to hugs her in my arms

I worried whenever she went into troubles

because I afraid im not able to help..

She deserved better..

About Stella,

Maybe I'm looking someone to move forwards..

but still..

I just never realized that I had migraine

too much of stress

and I had no way to released it..

I keep look for you , asked you out..

is just I felt better when I be with you.

at least

I can be myself for that particular moment

Wedding Photographers

that's what they called me..

but

I'm still new

thanks for everyone who gave me chances to do shooting in their big day in life.

every single picture

I make sure there's a soul in them :)

Looking forward for pre-wedding shooting.

somehow

there's much more to learn..

in photoshooting.

I looks more and more photographers and master pieces of their owns

I believed someday , I would be better than anyone of them

this is the spirit

not to competed but have a little things to makes me proud of myself.

I had giving up my arts..Design..

I just wish when the next morning I wake up

I would have seen my child chasing their own dreams..

My Family are getting better

they are much more harmony than previous..

Amen

;;

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